Nov.16.2012
I woke up in a white room, where everything was so white. The nurse came in … i asked her..
“is it true that ..?
” yes…” she immediately interrupted me and answered.
oh god i couldn’t believe it ..i tried to pull it all together and kept asking myself is this real or am i dreaming..my whole family is gone because of a stupid car accident. I couldn’t remember anything except that phone call that came from the hospital. A doctor came in the room and started talking but i couldn’t listen i was busy trying to realized the things that were happening.
The voice is back on track…
”dalal ga3da tsm3eeny ?” he asked.
” la2 asfa” i relied with a really low voice.
” 6ai7tich ams kanat shway 8aweya 9ar 3ndich rajfa bl 2eed ilyomna oo ra’6a bryoolich” he said.
all i could do is nod.
He smiled and went outside. I’m alone, I’m lost, but I’m scared. I can feel my heartbeat going fast and my breath going so slow.
”yooma yuba sara fay khaled yoosef wainkom laish r7taw o 5alaitoony laish chthy hadaitoony mny !!!” I cried my heart out.
Fa6oom came in running.
” dalal haday may9eer ily ga3da tsaweena dalal !” she yelled.
” fa6oom shftay ra7aw oo hadoon waaay ya raitny knt ma3ahom ” i said.
It’s true … ya raitny knt ma3ahom hal dnya wallah ma tswa bdoonom abeehom a7tajhum. A police man came in and payed his respects, then brought a bag with him, he said that the belongings in the car was all inside it. I got the chills and lost control of myself. I needed a hand that would never let go mine, i needed a hand that makes me feel safe, i needed my mom’s hand. i needed my dad’s smile. Sara and fay’s laugh. yousef’s smell. khaled’s face. I wanted to die. I started taking off the wires and went outside, then down to the lobby. I ran as fast as i could, but i tripped and fell. Someone held me, so warm.
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