nov.10.2012
Day after day i realized that i’m losing weight continuously. I’ve been visiting websites that teach me how to build my self-confidence, i don’t think its working.
Tomorrow school begins and i’m not ready to be out there with people my age. I’ll never be ready, but i don’t have a choice. All i have now is the ability of walking without tripping like an idiot in front of the whole class. Today i have to go to zwara. It’s 4:00 p.m. i should go get ready. I heard a knock on my door.
“mno ? ” i said.
“ana deema fichay ilbab” deema replied.
Deema is my favorite cousin, she’s really funny.
“ok dgeega ga3da abadl” “yalla ka 5ala9t” i said.
I opened the door.
” ambay dalool tara ’6a3fana way shakilch 5a6eer” deema yelled.
“thankuuu” i said.
She started talking about her new phone and how she convinced her dad to get a chalet for the weekend.
“agool dalool ra7 tyeen ilchalet 9a7 walla we both need to get a tan !”
“hahaha ok bs mawa9eech yebay a7san brand of oil”
Suddenly all i can think of is how fat i am and how am i going to go out there. Another knock was on the door but this time it was my mom,noor. she told me that i have to get down to the car, both me and deema. I went to the car and sat beside the window seat. I had my ipod playing on “i7ky bhamsk” ugh i love that song so much.
We arrived to my grandpa’s house. It was kinda crowded. I sat down beside the cousins and stayed there till the end of the zwara. when the clock was on 9:05, we started heading home. when we arrived, i went immediately to sleep.
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