Chapter 35 continuing chapter 34

He kissed my forehead and hugged me so tight, tight enough to feel his heartbeat beating next to mine. 

  I stayed silent. What the heck was he thinkin when he fell for me. Im an orphan, almost raped, im damaged, im used, im broken, im nothing.

I didnt know we were a "thing".

I looked at him silent..waiting for him to talk ...then he finally did.

"Dalal...a7bch b jnoon" he whispered in my ears.

I blushed but tried not to smile or anything.

"Dalal khala9 ana 3a6ait khabar 7ag oboy w omy ina fee wa7da b baly..w itha ma 3ndch mani3 bacher bagoolohom mno" he said.

"Haw mno laish ma gltly" i said laughing.

He started laughing and looked at me.

"Sktay bas sktay" he said and played with my hair ..which ruined my messy bun.. Well it is messy afterall.

Oh fuck..its actually happeneing, im getting engaged tomorrow .. Bas wait which of my family members will his mom talk to first.

"La7'6a m7amad omik mno ra7 tkalm ?" I asked.

"Khaltich dana.." He said.

I showed a sigh for relief.

I hugged him again feeling so safe and sound.

"Yalla ana ata2thin baro7 athakir omy b morty" he said smiling, winked to me and he just walked away. 

I had butterflies ... Ran into the chalet and yelled "FA6OOOOOM" 

"HALAAAAA" she replied so scared.

I breathed so heavily.

"Haw dalal shfeech ?" She asked.

"Fa6oom m7amad byakh6bny w oma btkalm khala danoo bacher" i said.

She screamed, i screamed and we screamed.

But then i cried and she got confused.

"Dalal shfeechh?" She said.

All i could think of was my family.

"Dalal 7abeebty shfeek galabtay" she asked.

"Mako" i said.. Depressed.

I got up alone and just went to my room.

"Dalal .." She looked at me sadly.. I guess she knows why.

She came and hugged me.

We layed down on the bed and probably just fell asleep.