Chapter 35 continuing chapter 34

He kissed my forehead and hugged me so tight, tight enough to feel his heartbeat beating next to mine. 

  I stayed silent. What the heck was he thinkin when he fell for me. Im an orphan, almost raped, im damaged, im used, im broken, im nothing.

I didnt know we were a "thing".

I looked at him silent..waiting for him to talk ...then he finally did.

"Dalal...a7bch b jnoon" he whispered in my ears.

I blushed but tried not to smile or anything.

"Dalal khala9 ana 3a6ait khabar 7ag oboy w omy ina fee wa7da b baly..w itha ma 3ndch mani3 bacher bagoolohom mno" he said.

"Haw mno laish ma gltly" i said laughing.

He started laughing and looked at me.

"Sktay bas sktay" he said and played with my hair ..which ruined my messy bun.. Well it is messy afterall.

Oh fuck..its actually happeneing, im getting engaged tomorrow .. Bas wait which of my family members will his mom talk to first.

"La7'6a m7amad omik mno ra7 tkalm ?" I asked.

"Khaltich dana.." He said.

I showed a sigh for relief.

I hugged him again feeling so safe and sound.

"Yalla ana ata2thin baro7 athakir omy b morty" he said smiling, winked to me and he just walked away. 

I had butterflies ... Ran into the chalet and yelled "FA6OOOOOM" 

"HALAAAAA" she replied so scared.

I breathed so heavily.

"Haw dalal shfeech ?" She asked.

"Fa6oom m7amad byakh6bny w oma btkalm khala danoo bacher" i said.

She screamed, i screamed and we screamed.

But then i cried and she got confused.

"Dalal shfeechh?" She said.

All i could think of was my family.

"Dalal 7abeebty shfeek galabtay" she asked.

"Mako" i said.. Depressed.

I got up alone and just went to my room.

"Dalal .." She looked at me sadly.. I guess she knows why.

She came and hugged me.

We layed down on the bed and probably just fell asleep.

Chapter 34 continuing chapter 33

She looks at me then the direction im looking at .. She saw him! 

   "Fa6oom ta3alay weyay" i said .. Getting up and heading to yousef with her.

I got closer to yousef.

   "Shlonik ? Shakhbarik ? Yousef akeed tathkirny" i said with a raspy voice.

He was insanely shocked.

I looked at him, i'm pretty sure he saw anger through my eyes.

I had an idea and it was perfect.

I started yelling my ass off!!

     "GA3D YT7ARASH FEENNYYY" i said, i continued yelling.

 

Next thing i know, m7amad and 3azooz running towards him and yousef running away.

They ended up bl police departement discussing his consequences. 

I felt releif.

M7amad called.

     "Aloo?" I said.

     "Halla dalal.. Tara khala9 yousef bl na'6arra y6la3 ba3ad sboo3 aw shay chthy " he said.

     "Ee ok" i said...

     "M7amad..?" I said.

     "3yoona" he replied.

      "Mshakoor 3ala ly sawaita 3ashany... Allah la y7rmny mnk" i said.

      "Ya ba3adhum laish ana mno 3ndy ghairich w omy a36ekom may 3yoony" he said.

I almost cried my ass off.

       "Ana asta2thin fa6om yaninatny t9arikh" i laughed.

       "Hehe okk ma3a isalamaa" he said.

        "Ma3a isalama" i said.

And ended the call.

Man ! He makes me smile, these moments of life where all you wanna do is smile. 

A7ba ? Maybe..

       "Fa6oom bakhith istemara w hal kharabee6 ba9ik 18 ma boga shay ya khara 3alemy asoog...3ad a3arf bas aby i practice" i said yelling.

       "Ee okk bas yalla 3ad mo bsayarty tawni m6al3at.ha" she said.

       "Inzain" i said giving her a (look). Hehe.

"Inzain fa6oom wadeny baity baro7 ayeb sayarat oboy" i said.

"Inshalla" she said.

We changed our clothes then headed to my house.

When we arrived.. It didnt feel like home, it felt like a haunted house, a place i didnt want to be near.

I opened the door and went in.

It was so silent, so sad.

I went to my parents room and got my dad's car key.

I started crying silently.

I went outside quickly and started the engine of my dadz car.

Fa6oom drove jdamy w ana waraha..khathaina low profiled roads to avoid any tafteesh.

We went to the chalet.

Driving an audi wasnt that hard nor bad but my dadz memory was distracting.

Finally after 45 mins wi9alna il chalet.

Once i went inside my room, i orginized my stuff then headed to the kitchen to eat.

3ad bacher thursday mo shar6 adawem.

I opened my laptop w searched for movies.

I kinda wanted to re-watch taken but that's too depressing. 

So i went outside to get some air.

Man those stars look amazing.

I started thinking of my urge to die.. Suicide but then i think again, i notice that i don't want to die, i just want to be saved. 

Faj2a someone grabbed me.. I turned around slowly and frightened. M7amad held me closer and just stared at me. 

I looked into his eyes but he looked through me. 

Within all my scars and complications, he took me under his arms easily. 

He kissed my forehead and hugge me so tight, tight enough to feel hid heartbeat beating next to mine. 

To be cont'd..

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