Chapter 30

I woke up but couldn't move nor open my eyes.

I heard whispers and got scared.

My heartbeat went faster, since the monitor went furious.

I calmed down a bit slowly.

Kept my lungs steady.

I wanted to scream, hold on to somone..but i just coudln't.

I had no abilities to make an action or anything. 

So i kept thinking, remembering memories.

My first thought was my elder sister.

We used to fight 24/7 over clothes and being over dramatic on everything we see hehe, too funny to just think about it.

And my younger brother, i used to wrestle with him big time, he would bleed from his feet or elbow but he wouldnt give a shit about it because he liked punching me in the face.

I suddenly remembered how fa6oom and i met. It was probably billion years ago when i accidentally spilled pepsi on her in school, i thought she hated me that instant but we kept on laughing that damn moment, tha's when i knew she had the purist heart. Fa6om is so kind and warm-hearted. Out of all my friends, she was the one i always felt comfortable around.

I wanted to cryyy. I wanted to go. I feel like im trapped in a cage and cant get out, not even having the ability of trying.

Someone held me hand.

It was definatley a girl's hand, probably fa6ma's.

"Dalal itha tsm3eeny aw la2 ana fa6oom" she cried.

"Tkfain saway shay! Rmshay aw r39ay 3ala eedy aw 7arkay ay shay bas gomay yr7am omich gomay" she cried so bad i could feel her head next to my arm.

I felt like hugging her.

I felt like holding her.

I just couldn't.

Someone else came and held my other hand.

"Dalal ana m7amad tkfain ay shay bas 6amneena" he said.

His voice weakned.

All i could do was listen and die from the inside.

A bit later, someone knocked on the door then held my hand and took the drip and probably placed another one, i figured it was the nurse.

Im sick of it. So i just sat there, as if i had a choice. 

I prayed to god, to forgive me for all the sins i have caused.

I prayed until my brain exploded.

I went blank, slept.

Back concious, i guess a bit later.

I kept on praying. Talking silently with my imaginary parents.

I feel like im dead.

Someone came next to me,

I can feel the warmth of their breathe,

That person held my hand, muscular i guess.

"Dalal ana m7amad" he said.

"Yalait law ta36eny eshara inich ga3da aw tsm3eeny..." He said.

To be continued...