chapter 18

Nov.26

                It’s Monday the most boring and longest day of the week. I woke up at 5 am to prey and get ready for school. I was thinking about that tuition 7ag yousef..its gonna be pretty awkward, why can’t the teacher just teach him. And again back to fa6oom’s question… am I going to ever be back to the “old” me ?  I’ve got the answer to that ….its yes and I guess I found my day. Since I’m awake early, I’m gonna curl my hair at the tips to make a wave. I put some black eyeliner and I wore my new blue hoodie that looked great! I woke up fa6oom..

                “yallaaa fa6oom” I said.

                “okaaaay” she said.

I went back to the living room to eat…it feels like fa6ooom is actually living with me haha. She got ready then came to the living room. She looked really shocked..i smiled.

                “shraych?” I asked.

                “ambaay mo m9adga lal7eeny a5eeran ur back w a7la!” she yelled…then hugged me.

We ate breakfast then headed outside to the car. Then on our way to school. Feels good to say that ….i’m back.

                I went to the school head held high smiling. People were pretty shocked but some were smiling.. I guess they are happy for me.  I saw halla, mneera and 3azooz. You really can’t miss their spot when they are yelling like crazy people, except 3azooz he didn’t really yell …that would be weird haha. They were really happy w all of them talking at the same time..i have the most amazing friendsssss! So I headed to my first class which is 3arabii eeeew mali 5lg … I had 3azooz and fa6ooom with me. We sat down and tried to kill time..i tried to sleep. Fa6oom was annoying 3azooz and 3azooz was pretending like he didn’t care. I have a feeling  fe shay bainhom.. who knows ?  the teacher started blabbing… I was in the middle of a silent war between fa6om and 3azooz so I thought of joining them. I tickled 3azooz.

                “shm3na ib her side?” he asked.

                “kaify” I gave him a puppy smile haha. He then annoyed me.. we had this cycle of ticling and annoying. The teacher gave us plenty of warning haha..

Best thing about 3azooz he is really an amazing clean friend. When he’s with me he acts like the real funny 3azez not the guy in front of others…nice to have his trust. And I now when he really likes someone…he annoys the lucky girl. The bell rang. I headed to math class 3azooz was with me. Yousef was there… I saw him smiling. I sat down and work..it was work day. 3azooz taught me all the the thing I missed ..only the important stuff. When the bell rang after that class I went to yousef…

                “yousef..” I said.

“halla “ he said.

“mita tabeeny I tutor you ?” I asked.

“madry mita ma tabeen ..” he said.

“lyoom in bucks… cuz yam my house.. ma3ny by driving license yet” I said…then smiled.

“la 3adii akeed e9eer 3al 6 “ he said.

“yup” I said. 

I smiled then turned around...they day went fine. The dismissal bell rang. I headed to the parking lot waiting for the girls. I waited by the wall … suddenly a guy came and pulled my hair to the floor and put his hand with a cloth on my mouth and covered my nose ...i couldn’t breathe. He had a bunch of guys with him. School students were trying to help but they were trying to push away the boys around the one who was trying to drug me. I tried to push him away… I lost it .. I yelled and cried… two minutes later the cloth wasn’t on me.. I saw 3azooz beating the fuck out of him… he was yelling cursing … then I saw yousef beating the others with his friends…

I tried to get up but I fell unconscious…..